Dreams

where are you

2012-02-05T23:33:00.001-05:00

Ah, what's mine will eventually be mine.
:(

Hi blog.

2011-12-16T03:27:00.010-05:00

Hi, haven't been blogging for quite a while.. 'cause i'm really lazy... hahahah
anyway, i've turned into a nerd since school starts, been studying alot.. more than ever... i feel so proud of myself... LOL ok maybe not.. not doing so great still..
can't catch up with the pace ahh..
everything is so different, i can no longer slack like when i'm in high school :(
so. not. use. to. it. argh. but i will in future i guess

Living @ new place now, love it so much.
it feels so good, to actually have a place called 'home'
when you're soooo far away from your real home...
& still be able to feel the warmth of being home,
'cause you have the one you love most with you

hm ok, time to return to my books...
&happy new year in advance! guess i won't be blogging again any time soon, i'm too lazy.. :x

好吧..最近很火的一部剧
《我可能不会爱你》强力推荐~
看了感觉真的很好···好喜欢..

一年又过去了,很开心的一年··· 虽然··· 后半年有些事比较纠结···
不过我会去记住那些快乐的moment 然后自动删除那些不快乐的···
这样才能保持永远的好心情~
嗯,我期待新的一年...给自己定了些目标...一定要做到.

只是有时候觉得心里有些事,想说但又不知道找谁说...
有点难受..

也许..

2011-10-12T14:51:00.001-04:00

我怀念的不是哪个人，
而是我那回不去的曾经，
突然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起再也找不回原来的那个自己...

UTM

2011-09-08T19:10:00.002-04:00

School started two days ago,
and I'm still excited about everything in here. ;)
It's so much different, and i like it!
The only thing i miss, is my comfy lil bed :(

Tell me what's love.

2011-06-20T17:50:00.002-04:00

@tumblr

Goodbye High School life,

2011-06-15T19:49:00.002-04:00

2 and half years.. I'VE BEEN HERE FOR 2 AND HALF YEARS.
Time passes too fast..

Okay, I'm officially ending my High School life in 1week's time.
Yes, I am very very very happy, at the same time worried.
Have no idea what am I gonna face in the next few months..
Uniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii D:

Bye high school life, bye tlk~

Show me your best smile guys..

2011-05-29T13:37:00.010-04:00

.
ARGH.

All I want is us to be happy. Is it really that hard?
I'm satisfied with my life, with what's given to me, with what I have right now.
Everything is fated isn't it.
Be glad that you have a comfy bed to sleep on... be glad that you have your family with you... be glad that you can eat whatever you want whenever you're hungry...
There are so many things out there that's worth for you to be happy with.. So why...? Why must people think so much.. and think so negatively?

Aiya, WHATEVER. =.=
There's nothing I can do to change how you guys think D:

过了就过了...

I don't know

2011-05-15T17:38:00.000-04:00

I need time.. to sort out my thoughts...
I need to be fair isn't it..

Why...

2011-05-13T18:19:00.003-04:00

--

I start to think... about all the possible outcomes...

I'm pretty sure that I don't have the ability to change the past.. to change whats already done..
and I know this will become one of our biggest problem in the near future.. but there's nothing i can do..

Does that one mistake kills everything?

LOL I hate this feeling. -.-

我好难受好难受!!!!

Somewhere, somehow;

2011-05-11T16:05:00.000-04:00

How serious are you?

/Heartshape

2011-05-09T23:03:00.000-04:00

-.-

2011-05-06T22:14:00.003-04:00

wtf is wrong w everyone.
i wont say anything anymore.
the time will come after all.

stop living in denial, hy.

、

2011-05-05T15:27:00.003-04:00

我从来不是那样的人，不能耐心地拾起一片碎片，把它们凑合在一起，然后对自己说这个修补好了的东西跟新的完全一样。一样东西破碎了就是破碎了。我宁愿记住它最好时的模样，而不想把它修补好。然后终生看着那些碎了的地方。

----新浪微博

?

2011-05-02T22:24:00.003-04:00

And I wonder...

Sweetest.

2011-03-24T19:08:00.005-04:00

♥♥♥

;

2011-03-11T23:41:00.000-05:00

#

做人一定要经得起谎言，受得起敷衍，忍得住欺骗，忘得了诺言，放得下一切，最后用笑来伪装掉下的眼泪，要记住越是忍住泪水，越会变成幸福的良药。

VIP ♥

2011-02-23T12:11:00.004-05:00

I'm so going crazy. WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO <3
WHY are they so hot? *_*

5th.

2011-02-08T23:59:00.001-05:00

You sux.

Hello

2011-02-01T15:58:00.004-05:00

Hi ebi i love you.

Hi st i love you.

Ok, I'm happy now. :D LOL

How?

2011-01-27T21:55:00.005-05:00

CNY is comingggggggggggggggg..........
I want bai nian.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
-__________________________________________________________-

Happy, new year?

2011-01-15T20:05:00.011-05:00

He's so cute ;D
Hmm... I'm suppose to be doing my assignments... but got distracted by my dearest TOP, he's just too.. hot. :X
HAHA, and I'm currenlty in love with 2 Kdramas!!!!!!!! My princess & Secret garden. ^_^ The main leads are hot&chios. Me like ^_^ watch them ^_^~

Anyway school started like 1 week ago.. sian as usual.. but, I like and I'm happy ^^
Finals in 1 week's time.. then semester two.. which will be the last sem in this school :D 5 more months and I will be free. 5 more months and I will be in Chinaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D

So, work hard now hy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*back to assignments!

吵架时为什么会大声？原因是:当两个人相互愤怒的时候，他们的心和心相距很远，为了填补这段距离，他们必须呼喊，这样彼此才能听到。他们越是愤怒，心和心距离则越是遥远，于是，他们只有越发强力呼喊，他们彼此才能听到。反过来，也是恋爱时为什么喃喃低语的原因。

心.

2010-12-25T07:15:00.009-05:00

LOVE MY EBI~~~~~~~~

oh and, MERRY CHRISTMAS~ HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE~ :D

This is double double double combo~

2010-12-15T18:09:00.002-05:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Love's.

2010-12-07T20:16:00.003-05:00

好想就这样一直幸福.
happy 3rd <3.

Christmas is coming!

2010-12-04T19:36:00.005-05:00

This week is a happy week,
I don't know why~
maybe it's because mum's coming back soon,
maybe it's because I'm really satisfied with what I have right now,
maybe it's because xmas holis' coming :D 2 more weeks!

Heh, I'm happy with my new school, I'm happy with my new friends, I'm happy with my grades.
I'm very happy with my current life. I really hope this could last forever, and I will do everything I can to make this happiness stay.

。

2010-11-30T18:12:00.004-05:00

我没有很想你，只是在早上醒来时，看看有没有你发来信息和未接来电；我没有很想你，只是把你来电调成唯一的铃音；我没有很想你，只是在听歌时，被某句歌词击中，脑中出现短暂的空白；我没有很想你，只是想看看你的样子，听听你的声音；我没有很想你，只是每次醒来时，总想能看到你的身影。

---新浪微博

my TOP + SE7EN

2010-11-22T20:36:00.004-05:00

They're the hottest. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why didn't I see this earlier!!!!! OMGOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *going crazy*

♥♥♥;muah

2010-11-17T10:59:00.001-05:00

Happy Birthday!!!!

I'm afraid that i won't be able to wish you on time 'cause of my shit presentation D:
so.... :x
Heee, anyway, baby ni lao le :P

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

this is not what i wanted...

2010-11-15T21:24:00.006-05:00

i really hope i could rewind time, and go back to when i was 3. so that i don't have to worry about anything, and we'll still be happily, together, as a family..
you'll always be in my heart..

婆婆我想你.

(L)

2010-11-10T17:41:00.004-05:00

Because what I'm about to say is... probably the most selfish thing I've ever said in my life... I just have to say it once. You just need to hear it. I love you, Elena. And it's because I love you that... I can't be selfish with you... Why you can't know this. I don't deserve you... But my brother does. God, I wish you didn't have to forget this. But you do.

—— "The Vampire Diaries" Damon Salvatore 、

Gosh, I'm going crazy. ♥_♥

Fairy tale love.

2010-11-08T21:03:00.006-05:00

我们的以后. (L)
Happy 2nd. <3

2010-10-30T17:30:00.000-04:00

I have the best mum in the world. ♥

I feel so fat;

2010-10-29T18:32:00.002-04:00

Argh.
I wish I'm in China right now. :\

Those memories..

2010-10-26T23:46:00.010-04:00

'Cause everything fades away..
'Cause BFFs drift apart..
'Cause promises are just promises.. and they're meant to be broken..

It's only a matter of time..
and then time will prove it all wrong.. as there's no such thing called Forever..

Eventually.. everything will be back to what it used to be..

-
<3.

:(

2010-10-24T22:45:00.004-04:00

Bigbang bigbang bigbang bigbang.............

I want ~~bigbang~~TOP ))))))))):

ugly day D:

2010-10-19T23:38:00.004-04:00

been figuring out how to get a stupid kor name tht matches th stupid KSSN for almost 2hrs.
shit that rhythm and paradise :( i wanna play that game soooo badly. ROAR!! :(

time to sleep, i wanna dream of my top again! teeheee.

&my LA trip is cancelled.. T.T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Expecting too much?

2010-10-14T18:15:00.007-04:00

Today is a bad bad baddddddddddddd day.

I did something.. Something that I probably gonna regret for my whole life.. Something that breaks someone's heart.. Someone who is willing to do anything and everything for me... Someone who care for me the most... Someone.. that i can't live without..

I'm not a filial daughter after all eh?

I'm so sorry, I feel so bad, and I'm really scared. Even though I know you will never leave me...
I promise.. this will be the last time. It will never happen again.. I promise.

I care and I love. I'm not that coldblooded.. It's just that i don't know how to show them..
I'm sorry sorry sorry, I will try my best not to disappoint you, not to hurt you anymore.

&
:\ I doubt you will ever see this, but

I Love You MUMMY.

:D

2010-10-07T20:54:00.001-04:00

这个月收获很大。学了很多，懂了很多。

heart..

2010-10-04T00:18:00.001-04:00

I'm so tired.... :\

o11o1o.

2010-10-01T21:50:00.000-04:00

祝祖国母亲生日快乐~!

♥

2010-09-27T22:53:00.005-04:00

♡

I had a happy birthday :D

Another week has passed..

2010-09-25T19:52:00.006-04:00

I did basically nothing today.. NOTHING AT ALL.
And I'm going to sleep.. now...

ARGH.
I DIDN'T GET MY PHONE TODAY. I DIDN'T DO MY ESSAY TODAY. I DIDN'T DO MY RESEARCH TODAY. AND I WASTED ONE WHOLE DAY DOING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING!!!!! :(((((((((((

I hate this shit feeling. I HATE IT LA. wad i want? HUH? :(

Dreams infinity~

2010-09-19T17:46:00.003-04:00

----

i wanna get my lollipop phone :(

先要学会相信自己.

2010-09-14T20:26:00.006-04:00

总在快乐的时候，感到微微的惶恐。

在开怀大笑时，流下感动的泪水。

我无法相信单纯的幸福。

对人生的欺负悲喜，既坦然又不安。

- 几米

BB LOVE. ignore th snsd part pls.

2010-09-12T23:16:00.006-04:00

匪夷所思....

2010-09-10T18:10:00.005-04:00

一直以来我都觉得开心就好.. 很少有事情会困扰我很久.. 因为我坚信船到桥头自然直..

this time it's different... but i'll still be th same. my love for my beloved ones will never change. and i know what i'm doing, i won't go too far, i won't do things without thinking, and th past wont repeat again.. and to those who appeared in my life.. those who're really impt to me.. i wont let them out of my life so easily.. at least i will try and make them 'stay'.. willingly i hope.

was quite upset today.. did i made th wrong decision again? but i won't regret.
AHH, everything will be alright laaaa.

anyway..

Hihi ClaireTeo, you'll alwaiz b impt to me. alwaiz! i mean it hor.. i need you to be there for me.. and i will alwaiz b there for you too :) Love you kabu!

You'll b my forever.

2010-09-09T19:29:00.001-04:00

HI MY BELOVED.

2010-09-09T15:44:00.002-04:00

first day of school.. and i went into th wrong class.. sat there for 30minutes... =.= this school is like.. 3x of CIC D: damn big... damn hard to find my classrooms.. :( and.. have to bring my own lunch.. no more pizza in pizza pizza ): i miss my qin ai de........... miss having lunch with her......... miss having eng class w her........... D: bleh....

been missing you for th whole day love :D

you made me smile.

2010-09-08T16:50:00.005-04:00

Hi I'm updating my blog because I'm very happy today. :)

back to canada :)

2010-09-04T21:21:00.004-04:00

hi i love tis song :) th song rox lyrics rox. :):):):):):):):):):)

遇到-

你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望了
直到今世
我们相隔着一个街角
这么久了我还是可以看到
感觉得到你对我的重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫燿
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
这么久了我就决定了
决定了
你的手我握了不会放掉
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀依然让我靠

-------------------------------

i'm reallyreallyreally bored now........................... -.-
watching it started with a kiss again...... rox :) nicer the kor one... even thou theres KIM HYUN JOONGGGGGGG.

hmm.................................................. I AM BORED LA DAMN BORED CAN. ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

啧 ...

2010-07-14T17:23:00.005-04:00

Finals in two days' time................. i'm not fully prepared yet.
Screwed my econs test today, open note test.. but so hard -_-. Ahhhhhh.
my head is in a mess!!!! roar!! im tired!!! no matter how much i sleep its nvr enough -_,-
and im going back home in 3days time! HOHO. finally finally!!!! i miss china :(:(:( i miss sg :(:(:(. i miss my dad i miss my granny i miss everyone! :D but!! EXAMS FIRST! play hard study hard eh... hope i can see jaime in shanghai :D~

hurrr, tis might be my last before im back.. since china cant access blogger... or facebook.... :( sad case.. anyw, BYE LOL. im gonna hav a great holiday!!!! =)))))))))))

HAPPY!!

2010-07-05T20:53:00.001-04:00

yes im going back china soon, soon, soooon!!!! 11more days :D:D:D:D:D:D. TEEEHEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

hang on.

2010-06-27T20:49:00.001-04:00

要为自己做的决定负责.
我可以的.

2010-06-26T18:32:00.004-04:00

LOVE LOVE LOVE!!

2010-06-26T18:32:00.001-04:00

*__* LOVELOVE!

の痛。

2010-06-23T07:38:00.002-04:00

I realized the previous post was damn......
th person i cursed.. pls dont die.. i dont want my hse to bcom haunted.

HAH. this wk is.. extremely busy... thou i slp alot.. and wake up very early everyday... still.. I HAVE TONS OF WORK TO DOOOOOOOO!!! ARGH. i hate summer. BUT SOOONN GOODBYE CIC. 23 MORE DAYS AND BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! HAHHHH.

ARGH

2010-06-15T21:18:00.002-04:00

TMD.

希望你，喝水被水呛死，吃饭被饭噎死，走路被花盆砸死，过马路被车撞死！！！！！！！！
诅咒你诅咒你诅咒你！！！！！！！！！

2010-06-15T17:29:00.000-04:00

LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!! *___*

=)

2010-06-13T17:58:00.000-04:00

Live everyday to its fullest =)

知足常乐~

im so tired.

2010-06-12T16:42:00.004-04:00

I'm in a really bad bad bad bad mood right now. =))

i don't understand you at all, i can't read your mind, i can't differentiate what you said is true and what's not.
i don't know what i am to you, 'cause i don't think you would ever treat someone that you've never met before as your best friend.
and i'm no longer the 15year old kid, who will go around calling you gege.. who listens to whatever you say, who does not care about anything.
don't you know that everything is different right now?
we are both at 2 different parts of the world, i can't talk to you every minute every second of the day. and im 18 alr, hey i've to think about my future, what im going to do, i can't just stick to my laptop all day long.

i really really don't understand, how can you say you're 'leaving' so easily, its not th first time alr.
its either you asking me to fk off, or telling me goodbye. what you want? seriously, what do you want? what do you want from me? all i want is to be friends w you peacefully. is it that hard? have you ever put yourself in my shoes?

if you think you're sick and tired of online stuff, and you wanna *POOF* and disappear from my life, THEN DONT FUCKING GIVE ME EMPTY PROMISES. 'cause i take every word of yours seriously, and i think you meant it.

2010-05-18T22:24:00.006-04:00

HOLIDAY ROX!!

2010-05-14T00:01:00.001-04:00

LAST TWO PAPER TMR! AND YES IM FREEEE! for 2 weeks.. T__T!

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. JYJY SHY~

muah!

2010-05-05T22:51:00.001-04:00

Wish my kabu all th best for her exam today~~!!!! <3

I wish i could fly

2010-05-04T22:35:00.004-04:00

What led to this? Is it me or is it you? I got so many questions in my head, so much to say. I just don't know how.
can't we even be friends? can't we talk to each other nicely, and handle things peacefully?
why must we always end with quarrels? i thought we said bff? i trusted you so much... you... and what you said...

Let this be the last time i get upset over you.

Luv: GG. BB.

2010-04-29T00:44:00.002-04:00

Heh heh heh heh hehhhh.
大爱~ CHUCK~~

Oh and, this is hilarious :X! BB is love.

zzzzzzz

2010-04-27T01:58:00.002-04:00

Oh great, I restored my comp once again. And im trying to get back all my pic AGAIN.
TMD. Fucking pissed -.-

I'm happy; I'm not happy.

2010-04-22T20:48:00.003-04:00

I cooked fish today. It was a success~ even though the fish head came off. Heh.
And I did cleaning today! :D
I'm happy with myself. BUT I DID NONE OF MY ASSIGNMENTS. -_- !!!!! Argh.

*slaps myself hard*

:( start revising n doing ur work pls SHY.

jiu ming -_-

2010-04-20T00:05:00.001-04:00

Econs test tmr, and i'm stuck here AGAIN. ARGH. :(

my headaches killing me -_______________-llll

luvluvluvluvluv;

2010-04-03T01:15:00.004-04:00

H - O - T
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-04-01T17:39:00.005-04:00

ALMOST DIED WHEN I SEE THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!
ROAR!

YO!

2010-03-29T22:27:00.000-04:00

How's this new blog skin? :) Uh~ i'm bored so i changed it again!
well im suppose to study now coz i hav 2 tests tmr and 1 quiz tmr. -_-ll
but, ARGH. i can't study with my comp on lazxczxczxc. :(

I MISS CLAIRE TEO LEH :(

2010-03-26T17:06:00.002-04:00

I was happily eating my strawberry with whipped cream... then i see this HUGEEEE out of shape strawberry.. HAHAAHHAHA.

HEH, im bored really really really bored. :(

2010-03-23T14:07:00.000-04:00

SAPPOROO TMR~

yipeeeeeeeeee :D jaime jaime~

Lost

2010-03-10T12:33:00.002-05:00

我的自私
我的懦弱
。。。。
我的一切

2010-03-02T14:38:00.001-05:00

如果我们的人生是大富翁，不管有几次机会可以重来，结果都应该是一样的，因为你就是我的命运。(Y)

-下一站，幸福

2010-02-19T22:34:00.002-05:00

2010-02-18T16:44:00.000-05:00

Heh :D
Bye blogger <3.

2010-02-17T16:27:00.003-05:00

Almost died in the snow............................. -_-
Head hurting like hell. Not fully recovered from th fever yet. Lack of sleep.
Too many things to do.
STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH.
i saw 2 tops and 1 cardigan... wanted to buy them.. but... SAVE MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

2010-02-15T23:43:00.000-05:00

heh, i'm happs today. :) like finally. ;o but school's tmr~~~~~ maths' test on 18th~~~~ seminar's on 4th march~~~~ :((((((((((((((((!!!!!! AHHH, *PRAYS*

Take me away

2010-02-12T19:37:00.003-05:00

I felt like im a lil' kid. who's not happy about everything.
):

no-no

2010-02-12T00:33:00.004-05:00

I need to control my temper..

2010-02-10T15:55:00.003-05:00

没有舍不得的恋人,没有放不下的过去.

舍不得他，是因为舍不得过去。
和他一起曾经有过很快乐的日子，
虽然现在比不上从前，但是他曾经那么好。
怎舍得他？
离开之后又回去，因为舍不得从前。
每一次吵架之后，都用从前那段快乐的日子来原谅他。
在回忆里，他是好的，那就算了吧。
无法忍受他，这一次真的要离开他了。
可是，因为舍不得从前，于是又再给他一次机会。
每次对他有什么不满，就用从前最快乐的那段日子来宽恕他。
在回忆里，他是曾经拿过一百分的。
然而，快乐的回忆也有用完的一天。
有一天，你不得不承认那些美好的日子已经永远过去了，
不能再用来原谅他。这个时候，你会舍得。

每一次都想认真的恋爱，每一次都想这是最后一次伤心吧，
只是很多时候我们不能过早的给自己下了定义，
离开了，挥手了，曾经哭着跟他说我离不开你，
总有一天你会发现，你还是会爱上另一个人，
直到有一天你遇到了那个再合适不过的人，你们在一起了，从此不再伤害

2010-02-09T22:41:00.004-05:00

I'm gonna mug nao. Reallyreallyreally!!

CNY's coming, nothing to look forward to.. no angpau.. mum's going back on th 16th... argh.
I'm so not going to cook fr my bro fr 2mths . -_________-!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-07T21:55:00.002-05:00

seems like my previous post was useless. and i wasted a hour typing it.
i don't hate you, please don't assume that i hate you. in fact i wanted to be ur friend.
but u nvr ever give me a chance to get to know u. ur attitude towards me is forever the same.

plsplspls, b kind. and stop assuming things. it's not like you know EVERYTHING.

2010-02-06T12:52:00.017-05:00

i can assure you that, me and him are jz best frens. is there anyth wrong with having a best fren of th opposite sex? does that means we like each other? or there smth going on between us? if you think so, i can tell you right now. NO. NOTHING'S GOING ON BTW US, i know him longer than you do, we're friends for 3yrs. and we're close, i believe you know that too. close in a way of FRIENDS. not BF/GF. get it? understand? I've got a few guy frens who i am close to too. why noone is saying anything about that? or to you having HIM as my best friend is wrong? bcoz to you he is uurs? he cant get close to any girls? but th prob is now, he doesn't wan to be yours anymore. can you please, kindly, let go of him? just face the fact and get over. whats the point of repeating th same thing everywk? quarrels non stop. you find it fun uh? mayb you can say, i dont understand how you feel at all. but sorry, i've went thru this too. this feeling of heartbreak, feeling of lonliness. tht mayb the most impt person in ur life has left you. i understand. it hurts alot i know. but there's really no point fr doing all these. what youre doing now only makes him hate you more...

so just stop everything will u? and stop assuming smth is going on between the 2 of us, if you want to know what REALLY IS happening btw me n him. just come straight to me. no assuming thankyouverymuch. :) just come and talk to me. i can answer your questions one by one :) and stop irritating him by saying things abt us, coz we both know nth's going on. close friends, joking arnd playing arnd. thts all.

i don't like it when i've to change my blog post because of YOU.
its th matter between you two, pls dont drag me in.
BFFL = best friend fr life. understand?
i don't like to Q with my best friend bcoz he got irritated by you.
i don't like to see him telling me he's going crazy everywk, bcoz of you.
what right do you hav to make him lik this? what right do you hav to make our lives so miserable. messing up everything. wkend shld b th time where friends play happily you know, not fr all these bullshits.
you're tired, he's tired, frens arnd him are all tired too.

stop mentioning me. stop dragging me in. all hav got nothing to do with me.
BE CLEAR THAT ME N HIM ARE ONLY FRIENDS. CLOSE FRIENDS. BEST FRIENDS. and i meant it when i call him best fren for life. so are you gonna stick to the "smth's going on btw hy&you" fr ur whole life? hell no pls. dont b so stupid. its not worth it. do you even know him? hav u ever met him? no right? then jz get over it, face th fact and accept it. everyth will b fine. you can do it. without him you'll stil b th same.

and seriously, i don't fucking want to be a reason fr you to irritate him, im not an excuse fr you to use. the reasons why relationship of you two end is NOT because of me, and has got NOTHING TO DO WITH ME AT ALL. GET IT? dont fucking get me involved in all these shits. if you are unhappy with me. msn me. dont !&%#&*!%#&*^!# him everyday. i know its not totally your fault, but it takes two hands to clap. if you did nothing, why would he want a break up? and so wad fr holding on now, saying all those useless things, you know he will nvr go back to you again. you know how stubborn he is.

lastly, i care fr him and i treasure him. AS A FRIEND. ok?
and i don't wish to see him upset. it hurts to see my best fren getting upset over whatever it is, yet i can't do anything 'bout it. i hope you do understand. 'cause i'm tired or ur nonsense, when it has got nth to do with me, but somehow i will get affected by it, only bcoz of what you did. if you really want to settle this, den stop dragging other ppl into it. its between YOU AND HIM ONLY.

2010-02-05T20:48:00.000-05:00

I love my mum ❤

2010-02-05T15:58:00.008-05:00

Mum surprised me on Thursday by bring vivian&jaime to my place!
when i saw them i was like O_O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????!!!!!!!!!
HEHEHE. :)
then we had dinner at man jiang hong..
and they went back.. T_T been chionging assignments this few days. i swear.. i'll nvr do last min work again. REALLY!!! 我发誓!! it's fucking tiring lah. not enough sleep.. and work that are produced cfm not perfect.. which means no high marks. :\ stupid hy..

arghh.
eng.bio.maths. killing me. :( how am i gonna survive thru this. but i know i can, im always saying negative things, i know i will do well :)

It's me it's me ^^!!
HEHEHEE. CUTE ANOT CUTE ANOT????!!?!?!
I FIND THIS PIC DAMN CUTE LA!!! :XXXXXXX

miss those times whr we can talk happily. without any Q(s).
no idea why i always get irritated so easily these days. by the slightest things.
whats wrong with me. D: !!
wuwu, b my bestfrdfl <3. LOL :D!

2010-02-02T00:17:00.001-05:00

Everything's gonna b okay :)
Everything's gonna b back to normal again :)
<3.~

2010-02-01T20:41:00.003-05:00

DON'T GET ME INVOLVED IN WHATEVER IT IS.
ALL THOSE SHITS HAS GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME, UNDERSTAND?

FUCK AUDI LA. ALL I WANT IS TO PLAY HAPPILY CAN?

2010-01-30T05:46:00.001-05:00

*___________*
FUCKING HOT PLS. I LOVE TOP TTM.❤
*jealous of e girls in da mv* DD:

2010-01-27T01:25:00.001-05:00

SS OF TH DAY :D. KABU STIL ROCKS. <3.
&&&&&&&&&&
ken's nick was "who in tis world is "中" 心 one sia??!! " << get e meaning? noone's heart is in the middle in this world. thenn.. kabu..

* ღ Claire says:
me lor i am 中心 one!!
o.O!! - who in tis world is "中" 心 one sia??!! says:
LOL
o.O!! - who in tis world is "中" 心 one sia??!! says:
u..
o.O!! - who in tis world is "中" 心 one sia??!! says:
中 simi 心
o.O!! - who in tis world is "中" 心 one sia??!! says:
self centered?
ღ Claire says:
EH
ღ Claire says:
NO
ღ Claire says:
not tx meh?
o.O!! - who in tis world is "中" 心 one sia??!! says:
WAH!! ur chinese CMI!!! 忠 << LOLOL!!

2010-01-26T00:05:00.001-05:00

I know I can do it.

Nights dearies. Loves :)

2010-01-24T06:03:00.002-05:00

Again and again, with no ending...

felt like i'm nothing.

2010-01-23T19:06:00.010-05:00

if you don't know anything, just stfu.

:D

.. -_-

anyhow, i need to get my attitude right, in order fr myself to study. pls. hy plssssssssssss. dont 4get what you promised yourself..
i really hate myself sometimes ): breaking promises to myself. ROAR.

okay, im really really bored. idk whtr i shld take a nap nao. :(
mummy went out w uncle terry... IM BORED AND HUNGRY. :( and the yogurt mum bought is not niceeeeeeeee! D: wuwu..

well im gonna post smth funny. teehhee. kabu pls dont kill me :x

o.O!! says:
*城门失火殃及池鱼 ← means wat?

ღ Claire says:
*like
*disaster or wad?
*LOL
*calamity or wad
*RIGHT??

o.O!! says:
*disaster den wat happen?

ღ Claire says:
*fish die
*LOL
*no water
*everyone die

o.O!! says:
*den.. wat does it means?

ღ Claire says:
*LOL
*ERM
*ALL DIE LOR
(without th "LOR" i dont tink it will b as funny LOR. HAHAHAHA)
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-
-
-
-here's another one-

ღ Claire says:
*天上无云不下雨、地下无媒不成婚
*is
*can marry
*but duwan marry

o.O!! says:
*can marry dun wan marry dun wan marry but marry? LOLOL

ღ Claire says:
*LOL
*NV MARRY LA
*COS DUWAN TO MARRY LA

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kkk, i only pasted the FUNNIEST ones. =X
well, ISN'T MY KABU THE CUTEST??? :X!
her chinese translation is the best ! =X

HEHEHEHEEE. :D
Luv you claire teo bubu~ ;3

anyw, kabu if nx time they test you chinese again, i recommend you this site.
http://www.translate.google.com/#zh-CN|en|
it's th best, fr you. HAHA!

2010-01-20T18:26:00.003-05:00

!#@*^(*#^!(#*^!(*#^(*!^#(*^!*(^#!#@!

LOOKING AT MY PREVIOUS POST. I FEEL SO !^#@*(^!&#&!#!#!!
'CAUSE I AUDI-ED FROM 12AM TO 2.30AM LAST NIGHT. CAUSING ME LACK OF SLEEPING, AND DOZING OFF IN CLASS. AND TODAY'S ECONS QUIZ. ROARRRRRR. SUPER BAD MOOD THIS 2 DAYS. WALAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

)))))))))))))))):

HY, YOU'LL B DIED IF U CONTINUE BEING THIS WAY.
WAKE UP AND STUDY LAH. YOU WANNA GRADUATE OR NOT? YOU WANNA GO U OF T OR NOT? OIOIOIOI!!!!!!!! KNS.

T__________________T

*stabs myself hard

2010-01-19T16:18:00.004-05:00

I need to study. I need to study. I need to study.

won't play Audi anymore on weekdays. And only on weekends if i finished my all my work. =)

I'm very disappointed with myself, really.

"一个人总要走陌生的路，看陌生的风景，听陌生的歌，然后在某个不经意的瞬间，你会发现，原本是费尽心机想要忘记的事情真的就那么忘记了。"

2010-01-15T22:26:00.002-05:00

Hello. :D

First week of school was okay. :) saw lots of new faces. Hm. CIC is soooo packed now. I don't like it :(
And many of my frens are not back yet!! So shiok, i shld hav gone back also.
Had my first maths quiz today. Screwed uppp. -_-. Somehow i don't understand th question.... 3marks GONE. lik tht.. ):

Hee mum asked me to go back Missi jz now, but i'm lazyyyy. And i like my new place~~

HAHAHAHA.
gonna spend my weekend, doing homeworks ):

2010-01-09T20:02:00.003-05:00

moved my things to new apartment today. won't be staying in rez anymore from this sem onwards ;D. new apartment is soooo near my sch. 2min walk. HAHA. dont hav to worry about going sch late. 8D

tskk. school starting on monday!
blahs. haha im happy tht my functions tcher is ms pasca. im sure gonna score abv 90%. jiayou hy~
hee.

been reading manga this 2 days :3 《天是红河岸》intro-ed by baobei. (L)!!

有时放手也是一种幸福。

AHHHH.
I HOPE JAIME GET TO SEE JAEJOONGIE NOW.
I HOPE HE REALLY CAME TO CANADA.
I HOPE I WILL B ABLE TO SEE HIM TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHH.

)))= i shld reach home earlier!!!!!
JAEJOONGGGG.

praypraypray. top pls come to canada )): plssssssssszcxzc! arghs.

2010-01-06T14:28:00.002-05:00

yunnie showed me this.
soosososo true.

十二星座的性格，准到令人心痛！

天平座:
一边听着爱尔兰另类歌手歌手西尼德.奥康娜演唱的a perfect indian，一边看着这篇文章　一一对照自己，感觉确实很准，觉得好象什么都是命运的安排。如果你是天秤座的人你肯定会看完它，如果不是，请你听完这首歌再走吧^^　

天平座的爱情:
天平在爱情方面是一个为别人而活的星座。天平的被动更是让很多天平们错过了自己的真爱。天平不懂得拒绝，天平面对一个自己明明不喜欢的人，只要那人能主动积极一点，那天平是不会拒绝的，因为天平觉得拒绝会伤害你。为了不伤害你，天平只有牺牲自己。或者，天平会为你对他哪怕是一句关心的话而感动，就为了感谢你这句关心的话而和你在一起，因为天平永远都是追求平衡的，他认为你付出了哪怕是一句关心的话他就应该回报你，而不是真的因为爱你才和你在一起。(感动不等于爱)而且天平将'责任'二字看得太重，却又未认识到'责任'的真正精髓所在，以至于用了一种对自己极其残酷的方式给'责任'下着定义。天平不爱对方，却要坚持对对方不离不弃。这是一个力求公平的天平的善良抉择，更是一个近乎愚蠢的抉择。这是天平的悲哀。只能说天平懂得负责任，却真的不理解 '责任'。可是懂得负责也变成了一种错误吗？天平认为责任比爱情重要，却未想过幸福也同样重要。你完全有理由责备天平，但是在你责备天平的同时可曾想过其实最可悲的正是天平。天平的要求真的不高，只是需要有人理解自己而已。但是，谁又能理解天平呢？
还有一点，天平在爱情方面确实是比较优柔寡断犹豫不决，这点必须承认。但是天平为什么会这样？因为天平想的事很多想的很远，天平觉得如果要爱一个人就要让对方快乐。这里说的'快乐 '包括很多，比如说有没有足够的经济能力来维持平时和你在一起时的花销，能不能让你每天都开心，自己的朋友和父母会接受你吗？你的父母朋友能接受自己吗？甚至可能会想到结婚以后你们孩子的模样漂亮吗？。。。。。等等，还有许多问题！你说天平能不犹豫吗？天平是出了名的12个星座最懒的，如果不是因为爱你天平根本懒的考虑那么多！如果天平一旦确定你就是他深爱的人并且确定了你们的恋爱关系以后，那么这时候天平追求完美的一面就展现出来了。这时的天平满脑子就是想如何做到最好，让你觉得自己是世界上最幸福的人。和天平恋爱过的人应该都知道这一点吧，刚和天平恋爱时的感觉简直太完美了，一些只有在电影和小说里面出现的情景会经常出现在你们身上，你会感觉现在的你真的就是世界上最幸福的人。这时的天平只要每天能看到深爱的人开心一笑就算付出在大的代价也愿意！由于刚恋爱时的天平表现的太完美了，以至于对方已经习惯了天平的这种完美表现，这在对方的心理已经是对天平的一种标准，所以天平只要稍稍表现的不够以前好，对方就会不习惯，就会觉得天平不爱她了！可是，这个世界上谁也不可能永远都做的这么好，天平也不能，虽然这时天平依然深爱着对方！对方的抱怨让天平觉得自己很委屈，自己付出了那么多对方却还不满足，还说自己不够好，所以天平就会觉得自己的付出不值得，到最后当然就只剩下分手！
在这里给所有天平朋友一个忠告，细水常流，平平淡淡才是真，不可能每一天都是完美的！烟花确实绚烂，但是注定短暂！天平真正爱上一个人时，天平在心中会把爱人奉为自己的神，不仅有爱，更多的是一种尊敬甚至崇拜！反过来说，天平面对自己真正深爱的人时内心会有那么一点小小的自卑。这里的自卑不是平时大家所说的因某种缺陷自卑，这种自卑是相对于'完美'二字来说的。大家也许会怀疑，自信又自恋的天平也会自卑？是的，因为天平面对爱人的时候总希望自己做到完美，但是天平不明白完美只是一种传说一种境界，世界上没有人是完美的，天平也不能，所以这时天平就会产生自卑感。要求完美的天平对自己的不完美很不满意，觉得自己配不上心爱的人，所以很多天平宁愿选择放弃。但是放弃不等于不爱。天平对自己深爱的人是一辈子都不会忘的。放弃对天平来说另一种爱，天平会永远把深爱的人深深埋在心里的某个角落默默的为对方祈祷祝福！天平不是因为寂寞才会爱上一个人，天平是因为爱上一个人才寂寞！
天平对于自己内心真正的想法很少对人倾诉，因为天平深知沉默才能坚强。所以，除了天平自己之外没有人能真正了解天平，除非你来生有幸作为一个天平时用生命来体会一次。。。。。。不管是谁对谁错，一切的过错都由天平背负着，任由人们误会，任由人们无端的指责甚至漫骂，天平只是轻描淡写的一笑而过，在人前永远保持着优雅的微笑。一切是命中注定，无需多言，我们即然是天秤，太懂得去分析事情的轻与重，善与恶，真与假了。所以说对于本身也是一种负罪吧。因为都看透了。对于真不真心，懂的人自然了解，不懂的人也不想再多说，因为我们是天秤，骄傲的天平！
传说中有位骑士名叫天平，英俊，迷人，优雅，高贵。。。。。。黑夜中，西风吹过;白马上，骑士仰望星空;手中有剑，心中有爱，骑士正在为他心爱的人祈祷平安幸福！夜，还是那么黑。路，还有那么远。人，还那么寂寞！拍拍身上的灰尘，振作疲惫的精神，抚平疼痛的伤口，远方也许尽是坎坷路，骑士却仍然微笑着上路了。虽然心碎了无痕，依旧白马啸西风！

关于天平的友情和人际关系:
'朋友'二字对于天平有多重要是一般人不能理解的。这么说吧，天平把友情看的重要是因为天平是一个特别害怕孤独的星座，天平不会享受孤独。每个天平都有轻微的抑郁症，孤独就是诱发天平抑郁症的罪魁祸首！而抑郁症的最大特点就是厌世，这绝不是危言耸听，孤独就是能让天平产生厌世的感觉。天平是活在人群中的人，只有在人群中天平才能找到自我的位置发挥自我的价值。所以天平总是希望自己的朋友多些在多些。对于自己不喜欢的人，天平虽不愿把他当做朋友但还是希望对方能把自己当成朋友，但凡是天平认识的人天平绝不会轻易得罪。为了维持这种和谐的关系，天平不的不圆滑一点虚伪一点，见人说人话见鬼说鬼话。其实天平真的很累的。绝大多数的时候，天平的朋友受到伤害和委屈了，天平总是第一时间出现在朋友旁边安慰和关心朋友，给朋友以最大的鼓励，但是当天平受伤时却很少得到这样的待遇。换句话说，天平的朋友看上去虽然很多，但是知心朋友却很少，能了解天平内心的更始微乎其微。天平对每个朋友都很好，而且都是一样的好，以至于大家都不知道天平对谁是真心真意对谁是虚情假意。天平一生都致力于创造一个自己心目中理想的和谐的美丽新世界，在那个世界中没有明争暗斗，没有尔虞我诈，大家都是好朋友，所有人都互相关心，互相照顾。总之，天平对朋友是最无私的，宁愿天下人负我，我不负天下人是天平对于与朋友关系的最好的一句话概括。

2010-01-05T18:38:00.003-05:00

I got new love again!! =D
Kan Kan Kan Kan Kan ~~~~ ❤_❤

Hahahaha okay.

Hmm. I muzmuzmuzmuz diedie muz do well in my studies this yr, grade 12 le, no jokejoke. :x andd, i wanna take up korean and make up classes fr may holidays when im back to china :D. teehee. kkkk.

end my post w a pic of TOP, AGAIN ! x:

ily<3.